Logic twist (note logic error hardest to track)
*Believing that I must be the best at everything I do. Because by definition I am the best at being me (of course), by extension I must be the best at being each part of me, and therefore anything in which I don’t excel, is not real to me. Or something along those lines. And if I’m not excellent at it *naturally*, without undue effort, it’s not worth pursuing. Not even sure if any of this is making sense…. edit in a.m.